Grrr. I thought I found the perfect roommate, but she chose a different place. Can’t say I blame her, she’s a student and she found a place with other folks from her class. But still!! I knew it was too good to think I might be able to find someone right out of the gate. I hate this whole process. I hate being poor. Why can’t I just win the Lottery already? Oh right, you need to buy tickets to win.
OK, must think positive… think positive… It’ll be ok… I hope…
Man, a big ol’ part of me right now wants to just move back to my tiny little room in my parents’ house and try to save up a bunch of money. Then I realize how much I really do not like living in Walnut Creek. And I am way too old to be moving home “just because.”
Alaska trip is being threatened. I just don’t see where the money will come from, especially if I don’t find a roommate by the first. I know I still have several months to get it together, but luck hasn’t been with me lately and I need to be practical for a while. I still want to go, and I hope I can work it out, but right now I’m telling my very disappointed mind “maybe next year, maybe March.”
Huh, this is kind of a downer entry. Things aren’t really that bad, just frustrating right now, I guess. The realities of being a Grown-Up are really imposing themselves right now.