Rainy Days and Mondays...
Iím starting to really not like Mondays. It seems frustrating, annoying things keep happening on Mondays lately.
I am really annoyed right now, but it would not be very prudent to discuss it in a public forum at the moment. Maybe later when itís played out a bit I can give more details. The long and short of it is, I am trying to be more assertive and stand up for myself and I keep getting ignored. It is so frustrating. I keep trying to set up a discussion and put together my thoughts as cohesively as possible, but I donít get a chance to express them because the emails and verbal requests for meeting, etc. keep getting flat out dismissed without even an acknowledgement. Arg. Iím finding myself getting really snippy and belligerent lately because I am just so done with being ignored. At the same time I know reacting like a pissy teenager really doesnít help my cause in the slightest. I really need a magic wand or something. Something to make all of this go away for a little while.
Well, Iíve gotten back on the gym track pretty well, but now I need to get back on the good food and less of it track. Iíve gotten really lazy lately, and with all of the events, etc. Iíve gotten into the habit of eating out way too much. I need to do a big veggie-shopping trip. If I were really on it I would plan ahead and do a weekly trip to the farmerís market. You know what, though? Iíve been saying that since I moved into the City and I have yet to ever really do it. Sigh. So many good intentions.
Well, this is kind of a crap entry, but it is the end of the day and so I shall post it anyway.